The best use of a BS in Chemistry

Yes, I have a bachelor’s in Chemistry. This my lab (now studio) stool. The best use of my degree so far!

I think its interesting how we develop from all different places. We use our knowledge and experiences in different ways, often in ways that are unforeseen, that we could not pre-imagine. Who knew that what I/we gained in one realm could be incorporated into another?! Fascinating, how we take in what we do – whatever it is – and become who we are.

Me… its taken me a while to fully appreciate that I don’t really think like a scientist, biologist, engineer, or analyst. I love thinking conceptually; I like to create things like a sculpture (not like an experiment or optimization model); I think spatially; I look at things relationally; I’m obsessed with underlying knowledge and feelings. Needless to say, I’m not interested as much what you are saying, as what’s underlying it, less the practical or specific task you are working on, but rather your process, what you bring to it, what is working, what is missing, how/if people are understanding it, how it could be developed, how it might be conveyed, how it could be taught improved upon, how could we make you enjoy it more, what it brings out in you, in the world. For me, I’m not as interested in being a ‘doer’ of a specific something, or doing rigor on my own, but rather being one who does synthesis, underlying integration, process, and connection. I like working with you on what you are thinking/working on; I add value on underlying dynamics and meta meaning & use.

So yeah, I studied a lot of science (social, physical, etc). I think scientists (and engineers) make good friends, and it is always good to have one around. I wish I could always have one in my pocket, really. But, I got a much more of a conceptual, spatial picture out of my science education and research than having retained much in terms of ‘doing’ chemistry (or engineering or social science). I’ve figured out there is a big difference between learning something (i.e. being a good student), and how our own brain, body, senses, intuition, wisdom inside actually work – these are the sites where we can really create and give back, whatever that is for you. Trust your resonance 😉

I’m glad I got to be exposed to conceptual rigor and standards, internalize the physical landscape of doing science, and see the culture of practicing science. But for now, I just love my chair! Happy Chemistry!