A Self-Reflection: Cutting the cord

My true sexuality lies in my peers. (not the teacher) I have been missing myself and the others in the room.

This is where my real juice lies. My life. My support. My relaxed self.

Can I get to know it?… A self/reflection

A. When did I feel the buzzing confusion?

– what did I notice in my body?
– what did I notice in my thoughts, memories, associating ideas?
– what emotional quality did it have?
– what is it like to notice this with distance?

B. When did I open to feel my peer ‘juice’
– what was the situation?
– what happened as a result?
– what possibility does this create?

C. Later reflections

How does this shift my understanding of energy?
How does this shift my understanding of myself?
What will I do with what I am learning?
What dies it open up?