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Mourning

Grief is hard.
It doesn’t go away.
‘Nothing’ is fixed, gets fixed.
That’s the hard part.
The process is something.
But it isn’t ‘fixing’.
That makes me angry.
I don’t like it.
Love doesn’t change it.
Dammit.
It takes time.
A new brain.
To take that on.
To become adult, like that.
I’m half wise, half young.
I’m a moon half dark, half full.
Don’t know which is real.
When I’m mourning.

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